As I gather the news for the morning show, I am in shock. I am in disbelief and all I can wonder is, 'What the hell is happening?' I have a great job. I get to go in, play with my co-workers, try to make you laugh on the way to work and tell you what's happening in the world.

Today as I gathered the news, I was on the verge of tears all day. I just don't understand. Two reporters killed LIVE on TV, as the gunman (a disgruntled employee) shot video on his phone and instantly put it up on Facebook.

The shooter in Colorado who killed 12 people, injured 70 others was sentenced to life in prison.

The 59 year old mother and grandmother Wendy Boudreau's funeral was yesterday. She was killed in Shaw's in Saco by someone 'angry with life'.

Donald Trump surges in the polls as he bullies his way through a Presidential campaign....

One of the damn baby pandas died....

I just need to take a break from it all. I felt the need to reach out to the people who employ me (you!) and ask...'Is it gonna be okay?' Then remind myself that it is. But sometimes...some days - I just don't get it. I simply don't know why or worse HOW the things that happen in this world happen.

I hugged my puppy, kids and Jen. It made me feel better. I suggest you do the same. Not my dog and family...but your own. Thanks for letting me vent.

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